Problem

I got a message about my race that I was not really all white.  It says French and Dutch.  What is wrong with the Spanish?  I mean, there is something wrong with someone of each race.  That's not technically my race, but maybe you've seen my other blogs.  I just didn't know what to say otherwise, my ideal race?  Maybe, I should start a new blog?  This one's doing good, just don't like the picture.>

What should I do?

I kinda don't feel like going to the mall nor to the movies, but I would see Oz, the Great and Powerful.  My mom is gonna come get me.  I'd have to take the bus, but I'm really, really tired.  I have theater homework, I know Acting 1, just a Midterm journal however and supposedly redoing something I don't know about, also to memorize a rhyme for Tuesday for Voice for the Actor.  However, Ginny might tell me to leave.  I told the counselor I was going.  I'm withdrawing from Weight Training, sometime, and I'm telling someone to take the hold off my record because I know it could happen.  I bet Ginny knew this, and I bet she didn't decide herself.

Problem

Why are people acting so tacky and like what they do doesn't matter?  Stop telling me I do that.

Funny

So, you don't want me to have fun in Orlando.  Too bad, people are beating me up, telling me I am nothing.

Problem

So, you made your kids trashy and won't accept non-trashy kids, no one will care about you.

Problem

Spam Attack - Dirty Associations from a Nigger

Problem

I keep always hearing annoying clicks, and now my nose feels dumb.  Go away you nigger.

Problem

QUIT TELLING ME I'M A WORTHLESS CHINESE.  Quit bribing other nations.

Problem

I just got a weird message.. hm, must be someone's fault.

DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT THE MESSAGE IS?

Problem

I sense a sequence of attacks hovering in the air by Ellen DeGeneres to my teacher Ginny, just because she's copying Tim Burton's p****.  I mean, she is convinced I am a bad person, gives in to racism, pretty much stuck in a rut, I guess.  Anyway, I'm mad at anyone like that.  Everyone gets mad at me in some way, but the only person who seems human that I can think of who I know of who seems like a success story like in the arts like I've been told and felt in private is Renée Fleming.  Why in private do I always feel Ellen DeGeneres bitching because she has a mother fucking TV show?  She is flipping ideas of like if you think of 1 thing or any thing.  She is negative.  She promised to be good but is mean to me in private.  I hear clicks and every time I load the page I think she said something.  Can someone stop it?  I already asked.  When I see her on TV, I am convinced she does this.  Please have her stop telling everyone to die because they didn't watch her show.  She doesn't seem to know TV too well, herself.. so I won't believe it.  I didn't appreciate being insulted for saying something @ Renée Fleming.  What?  It sounds too complicated, and you think it was used against her?  No, it was just because I said it.  She has a thing for me like Tim Burton.  Tim Burton said I was perfect except not all white.  It's because I am never mean.  You all are like making me feel guilty for wanting to feel good and for my celestial accomplishments, in the classic arts and complex ways of feeling.  You just tell me you're not interested because my mom is Chinese and my dad isn't..  Also, why do people in Louisiana act racist against people who think about being cool rather than racist and cool?  Why are they like on top sometimes?  You don't even know my race unless I tell you.  You think you know in some way.  Stop acting gay around me, I can be somebody and still be attractive.  }:|

Got Back

So, I threw away all the garbage and recycled all my drink bottles - still have some caps.  I have to like put away some things, more laundry.  What else?  Neaten up some things..  See if I can rearrange some things.  This is really stupid.  I'm taking more medicine, need to vaccuum.

So, I stopped.  I saw something on the floor, small, oval-ish, reddish brown.  I saw it crumble.  I left the house, and my dad flipped me off in his tone but acted like he didn't and I kinda left in a mean way but not like loud.  I just felt bad and it happened.  I didn't say yes I want to talk to you.  I was just mad knew that I wasn't safe.

Problem

Stop loading the page like Ellen DeGeneres is a nigger.  It's hurting me and making me mad.  I should corner you and **** you.

Problem

I'm being spammed.

So

What do you think about Ginny's 2-sided dishonest personality?  No one gives a shit about kids with older parents who moved to Florida.

Problem

People correct Ellen DeGeneres for torturing nice people, and she does something back, would make fun of me for adding "that's bad," even.

Leash

You can say for fun oh I'm a person I've lived in 1 city my whole life, but you can't say other people aren't people.  }:|

Problem

It's not normal to keep thinking Ellen DeGeneres farts insults against people who are younger than her.  **** her!  Oh, if I say why I said that she'll get mad.  Hmph, why can't I just post online and not have attractive people sever their sorta communication towards me?

Problem

Stop pretending you are my mom as a person and nitpicking at me so much when you bother me.  I'M GONNA **** YOU I CAN HAVE REACTIONS IN PRIVATE AND NOT BE INFLUENCED BY THE WAY YOU MAKE MY COMPUTER LOAD AND THE WAY YOU PUT CLICKS IN MY ROOM.

Just Woke Up

So much to talk about, so been in bed apparently for like what 12 hours?

So, I dreamed I was in a shop, the whole time felt like I was being held by a dead baby Ginny.  I was with my dad.  I was looking at food, remember seeing the pizza shop.  Thin slices, good and gooey, something I'd had before.  Then, I ended up gettinga  buckeye and fudge brownie covered in chocolate for like $4.  I was asking the price, like my dad asked, kinda in a sweet fashion I didn't hear well like my mom.  He left after I got them.

So, in bed, I remember I finally thought of how maybe they will just not let me register at Valencia, that I had to write something out for today.  I finally was unable to continue feeling anymore, in a way.

I also thought about how some parents have bad kids and how they're mean, forget what about-

Not sure what else..  :/  Just kinda upset about the meeting, I guess, and something else.. don't remember what.. maybe my dad, though.  Also, my opinion is that Tim Burton "used" me.  I just keep seeing him show up with some insult and having nothing to say.  No one believes he was hypnotized by me nor any individual other than Johnny Depp, like under the influence.  Everyone knows I'm just a good person to Tim Burton and to Johnny Depp a cool person but ½ Chinese + importantly possibly part Native American and Germanic Jewish.

You can't just poop off my dignity after my life became an experiment.  I will **** you.

Issue

Why does Ellen say yea teens|young people are supposed to be tacky?  Get outta mah face, stop getting mad at me for watching you.