What should I do?

I kinda don't feel like going to the mall nor to the movies, but I would see Oz, the Great and Powerful.  My mom is gonna come get me.  I'd have to take the bus, but I'm really, really tired.  I have theater homework, I know Acting 1, just a Midterm journal however and supposedly redoing something I don't know about, also to memorize a rhyme for Tuesday for Voice for the Actor.  However, Ginny might tell me to leave.  I told the counselor I was going.  I'm withdrawing from Weight Training, sometime, and I'm telling someone to take the hold off my record because I know it could happen.  I bet Ginny knew this, and I bet she didn't decide herself.

Problem

Stop pretending you are my mom as a person and nitpicking at me so much when you bother me.  I'M GONNA **** YOU I CAN HAVE REACTIONS IN PRIVATE AND NOT BE INFLUENCED BY THE WAY YOU MAKE MY COMPUTER LOAD AND THE WAY YOU PUT CLICKS IN MY ROOM.

Issue

So, why did my mom need to meet my dad, we all know that.  My mom is more from Florida than his sisters..

Problem

Just **** yourself.  So what, if I like my mom going to Pennsylvania?  It was better for me.  I already said, I mean it shouldn't matter, I can't think about it.  Please go away, I cannot think about it anymore..

Problem

So, my mom ruined the world.  She is threatening to hurt Ginny.  Why did she talk to my therapist?  That was a good long talk.  It was my dad.  **** him.  He's seeing his mom this weekend.

Problem

Why are you affected by my dad?  I just got an image of some short, fat person squirming uncontrollably in the air in a tower.  I've been getting this image more and more.  What disturbed me was I thought of the person being given an o*****.  It offended me.  My dad always used to let me tease, but he's been mean, lately.  I thought my life was an experiment, didn't tell him because he knows, and I failed college.  I don't have to tell him, and it wasn't on purpose.  I think he knows, too, so, I mean it's not like I have to say I'm a nigger and have to submit to him because I'm not a nigger.  What bothered me was that you are selfish and from Orlando or L.A. or something and you think that it matters what my dad says.  I don't care.  I don't want to talk to him.  Not in that way.  Why won't he stop?  He's a *beep*  Please don't sit there and care I said that, it's my blog.  You're all just niggers and want to be attractive like me, but you're shit and don't listen.  I'm gonna **** you, take that.  Why are you telling me my dad is gay?  No one gives a fuck about him.  Just talk to me, you gay niggers.  WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM.  Everyone I see wants to know about my dad.  I didn't do anything to him.  What, did my mom go around the city?  She said I can't go to the bar.  I guess I'll go.  Don't ask about my mom, you niggers, or I'll ask "what" yours just said.  Your parents like me.  You say they don't.  I guess I'm the good sibling.  Ooh, Ginny, got something to say about that.  You're a bad person.  Take that.  Explain.  I'm not looking for no one, obviously.  What did I seem to come to you with?  Wanting to meet a person in person?  Gonna get all gay about it?  Maybe, I'll just go back to bed.  I SAID SHUT UP.  I SAID I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.  Get your nigger dad to m********* you.  HEAR THAT.  I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.  I SAID STOP.  I SAID STOP.  DO SOMETHING.  Stop talking to me in my room meanly.  Stop fighting me, you niggers.

Plan

So, I think I will go to a bar or casino, but my mom said no, so that means I might not be in the bar dancing so long so late, like after midnight.. you know?  It's a place to meet people, not to like say I don't like my parents, I'm too old, I am..I need to socialize, and that doesn't happen @ school|work.  :|  She doesn't want me home after 11.  About going to the mall, I won't take your crap that maybe you say it's okay to go to the mall but maybe it says you think you're something instead of just sitting at home doing nothing.  I'll see you not connect with anyone, at all.

And another thing, if you think you're whiter than Ellen DeGeneres is your problem.  What am I supposed to know?  I mean my mom is also not technically Caucasian or whatever.  It's the same thing.  I'm not like her.  I forget how she offended me.  Oh yes, she claims to pay attention to me and wants me to say no I don't want you to and that I can't get mad because she has to get mad at me, like for being poor.  Poor and unfortunate.  I mean, supposedly, if they know I thought it in private or something or can tell something about what I say, then they like make it their point for a long time.  Then, like, there's no one there, there's no Mickey Mouse, there's no Walt Disney.

Also, there's lots of funny ideas going on with Ginny, but I don't hurt her.  She just like expects me to be good at something else, but that's not so.... I know.  So, there are 2 or 3 problems.  She's not nice, and other people did something that caused a problem.  I don't know how you would make 4 people say something.  Also, I mean, no one is the same age, so this makes sense to me.  0;)